He knows how many people look at him. The odd boy -not-quite- man, who everyone looks like as if he makes no sense. Even in apocalypse world when saving people, he got these odd looks. Not to mention the kids near the bunker... after his little accident.

"... I don't..." He starts, a lie forming, but then he just can't. He hates liars, he's sick of lies. Likewise, he just wants to live and see people not suffering. There's been enough blood on his hands, enough suffering. He wants his mother and Castiel to be proud of him.

"It's going to sound crazy... the world is going to be destroyed. Me... and my family are trying to stop it."